alone with the dog

here i'm alone with my brothers dog.
first night was scary, cause i could hear her walking around the bed and it was creepy, i'm only used to sleep when everything is quiet. i think i have only sleep like 3-4 hours cause she was breathing loud and that was scary too. well i hope that this time i will sleep better, well right now the clock is 11.45 pm.
well yesterday i made her eat all her food, but to day well it did not go that well, but i will make her eat all her food.
peace out >_< 

gonna keep my eye on the dog

well tomorrow my brother is going to German, and i'm going to live in my brother house for a week >_> and keep a eye on brothers dog .___. and well  i'm not that with dogs >_> i think that she will bite me and i will die >_>


well there is only 2 week for me to travel away from sweden -w- kind of happy.
but two week is still far away for me >-<
and i really do hate airplane, so i would not be happy until i have landed .__.

summer

it is already summer and i'm bored
there is nothing to do because the weather suck here in Sweden >.< 


i wish i could do something more fun but no, here where i live nothing happen -__-   i wish i could at least play some new games but no i don't have the money to lose for some games ( saving money to japan ).


well only tree week and i will travel away from sweden :D 
all i need to do is to survive --__-- 


well  have a nice summer .___.

busy

okay have been busy with homework and school.
and I started talking to my dad again on Sunday and we have had a fight again today> _>


and tomorrow so I'm going to Stockholm. __. and I do not want to to miss school, but my parents do not want to leave me there alone>. <and that's when we started to fight.

(none of us said sorry for what happened last).

11 day for VORTEX

it is only 11 days for the new single vortex to come 8D

ca not wait and every one is hot <3 
1 Aoi   ( guitar )
2 Reita ( bass )
3 Ruki  ( vocal )
4 Kai    (drum )
5 Uruha ( guitar )

i  really love Aoi's  hair 8D remind me of hide (xjapan), and i don't think that Aoi is copy hide.
and Kai he just to be cute all the time except in ''before i decay '' he was hot there8D, and now he is hot at the same time cute but more hot then cute x3

VERSAILLES comes to Sweden

it sucks that I can not see them live

firstly, it's too far away
secondly, I have school
Thirdly, I have no driver's license
for the fourth I will not talk to my dad.
sis and ingte least I do not have to go with 
-___- 
my life suck ;__; 

it is the 3 jun and in uppsala >.< 

was attacked yesterday

Yesterday I took my friend's shoes and began to draw on them (I pimp them).
and walked around with them, one was martins shoe, the other was Matis shoe. I walked around with them, and showed how beautiful they were, although they became angry, and began to tickle me, D: but I did not give up>. <so I ran away then came a guy that I do not know. __. but he helped me, I saw him as a hero then, but after that, he was my enemy  >._ <  everyone was against me  >- <D:

then on the way home there were problems with the bus. some idiot had opened the emergency exit and the bus driver started calling us all idiots for at least 60 times.
and said he would report us to the police 0_o
I was angry when he said it

and I missed my train home, so had to wait an hour until my next train came, luckily Andreas Gave he me company while I waited for the train, and I drank a soda and became hyper. and then we started to play a game, and I was called for the cat again-__-
Because the way i play was like a cat-__-

the best game ever, non stop

i just love the nyan cat song 
i never get tired of it ;D, i just love the music and the cat 8D
and it is so awesome that they made a game with non-stop on the song 8D


look how cute the nyan cat is :3
well if ya wanna play the game here u have it ;P

http://nyan.cat/

not gonna ask for forgiveness

today I had a fight with my dad because he had opened the door in the kitchen and he knew that my brother's dog was here, and I told him not to open the door because the dog would run out, which he did not listen to and opened the door and the dog ran out again (not the first time it happens), but fortunately she did not run far away.
we managed to get her back, and then my father to blame me
 because I did not ... well I do not know why he started blame on me?
but I said pretty dodgy things which he deserves
I'm not fucking ask for forgiveness,
i'm not a sweet girl all the time >:( 
one day i will fucking brake him, destroy his life 

best day ever xD

On Friday, it was my birthday, but celebrated yesterday. and it was my fourth birthday cake after 16 years (I do not like cake, it makes me puke), my sister came and gave me a nice shirt on sasuke (love it).

c went out with my brother's dog and it was one thing that my sister and I have always wanted to do when we were little, unfortunate dispute did not want the dog poop on than we were in school (which was closed) in the middle of a game plan and we had not with our bags because my brother forgot to take with you, He feeds it was not nearby, so we ran off XD.
(wonder what they will say tomorrow when they see it).

after that we ate cake, then I went out with my sister to a play room to swing.
after a while, we were to young children and began to play a game called find Sasuke! xD and we went into the woods and took the stones and sticks as weapons, and save the cats and spoke Japanese for some reason ..... and so we save it twice.
bumble bees and some birds were monsters ...

and we will keep play that game later ;P

Matenrou Opera the song for japanese

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qd4wbvJbSnc

really beautiful song :'3

R.I.P Hide

Today  it is Hides death
it have been 13 years since he died
 
and i wanted to skip the school to day, but my sister told me not to.
so i did not go home, but thanks to my sis, i got much information that i needed to next week.


I almost feel like i could not stop myself from crying and i did not even speak to any one today.
now when i'm home i have been crying ;___;
feel better for crying out now. 


and i went in on twitter to see what yoshiki wrote in his log, 
and he wrote ''Dear friend.... You still breathe....and will always live inside my heart...
Dear friend.... You still breathe....and will always live inside my heart...''

made me feel better some how

which one should i buy :P?

well i found a gazette bag and a scarf >-< and i don't know which one i should buy.

or if i should buy both of them xD ?
 i really do want the scarf >.< but i want the bag too >.<

Gazette bithday

Aoi-san birthday is 20 January he is  32 years old
Ruki-san birthday is 1 February. he is 29 years old
Reita-san birthday is  27 may. he will be 30 years old
Uruha-san birthday is 9  jun. he will be 30 years old
Kai -san birthday is 28 October. he will be 30 years old


The Gazettes birthday is 10 mars. gazette is 9 years old

Miyavi children

 
                                                                        >3<

                                                          cuuuuteeee >3<

 I wish them a happy future :3

OMG MY IPOD IS BROKEN !!!!! D:

i thought that my headphones was broken but they are not D:
it is my ipod 0__o. But kind of weird because i can not hear on the left side of my headphone 0__o, and it is not headphone that is broken, it is my ipod but how can it be like that, if it is my ipod that is broken and not my headphone?
god that suck >-< because now i must push the cable in the ipod so I could hear on both sides. well i'm happy that my headphones is not broken because they cast me 400 Swedish kr, and i have not have them so long just 2 moth i guess.
BUT the bad is that i can not listen to music (T^T) THAT SUCK I'm addicted to my drugs (music)i can not live with out it (;__;) and i have over 1068 songs in it (T^T)
don't know what to do i can not afford a new ipod.
i'm gonna panic soon if i can not fix this problem
(I NEED MY DRUGS (;_;) i must listen to Miyavi, if not i get mad for no reason)

love my school scheme

skipped the school today .__.

well do day i could not go to the school (pretty sucks)
because i forgot my commute card, so i could not ride on the train D:
but at least i made my sister happy to day (^-^) she got her Gazette scarf to day. :3,(she even got pictures of them) but i could not give her company on the train (>-<). and the worst was that i needed to walk all the way home (my dad drove me to the train station on hes way to work) D: and i toked like one hour and 45 min, to be back home D: and i could not go to school because it would take a half hour to go back to the train station then i need to wait for the train, and i would not be at göteborg for a hour ( live far away form göteborg) and i would be at school 10.30 a.m, and i ending at 11.00a.m so i thought that i could call them (the school) and say that i was sick (>.<). Then i went on msn to see if i could chat with someone but could not until pika log in, (fell sorry for pika T^T) but happy that i could make him fell better :'3 after some hour he went to sleep :3 (good boy) (his private life can not talk about it) then i went to jpa to chat and well it was fun some time :P but the last few hour was really fun :3 and now i have been pretty boring but still happy :\

Cyanide & Happiness - Beer Run